Feel Like Shit
theres really no specific reason, just i dont know. pretty much was forced into an early night. the only reason being i still care to much for others happiness than my own. giving up my friday night so someone else can get out, hopefully have fun and chill, while i stay closed into my room. no one can say i dont care, no one can say im selfish, no one can say i dont sacrifice things. i dont even...
Today is one of those days where i wish i could be...
Rack City →
R.I.P To Everybody who didn't make It to Christmas...
itbeginsatmidnight: Have you thought about me at all since we last talked? Have I crossed your mind? How many drafts are saved in your phone to me that you haven’t sent? Do I mean anything to you? Do you care about me? Do you miss me? Should I move on?
I Dont Get It
why is it that adults always think im a good person? i mean yeah thats a good thing, but still. do i just put up a really good mask that no one can see through? what is it? i feel like i am the worst person in the world. like if i wanted to i can be the meanest most revengeful person you know. and i know i can. but no one else does. if i wanted to hurt someone, i could do it with ease. if i wanted...
"You're a good kid fig, dont let anyone tell you...
if only you knew what i was thinking i dont think you would say that.
What I'm Scared Of These Days, And An Explination
its simple really, what im really afraid of is being left alone with my thoughts. i dont know why, but i get these days of depression, like not just because of the breakup over a month ago, but because of the thought that im not going anywhere with my life. like i will always be this fat person with no hope of being happy because of whatever. no matter how much i workout i always feel like its a...
Do you ever feel depressed for no apparent reason?
shining-tho-shattered: You want to just curl into a ball and not have to talk to anyone, maybe cry some. Having to hold conversations and text people, keep up a smile, and fake like you’re okay is so hard. And the worst part is you can’t even point to a reason why you feel this way. You have so much to be happy about and thankful for, but you feel more like screaming at the next person who talks...
havent actually spent a lot of time posting on...
Reblog if you met someone amazing this 2011.
itbeginsatmidnight: And you lost them before 2012 sadly i met someone perfect, and then lost her
need a cuddle partner.
anthonyballsack: but seriously im in the mood to cuddle.
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